From the age of 14
until making aliya at 22 I was an activist and leader in the
Zionist youth movement Young Judaea. Aliya, as we were taught
and as we imparted to many others who we inspired to follow in
our footsteps, was not simply a change of address. “Moving up”
to Israel had to involve a qualitative change of life based on
the most important of values –
tikkun olam, repairing the world, or more specifically,
making our world a better place. These are the most fundamental
principles on which I have become the person that I am today.
During my first 10 years here I devoted myself to trying to
improve relations between Jewish and Arab citizens. I
volunteered for two years and lived in Kafr Kara in the
framework of Interns for Peace. I then convinced the government
under Menachem Begin to hire me to become the first civil
servant responsible for advancing Jewish-Arab relations.
Working with Aluf Hareven from the Van Leer institute, the first
State Commission on Democracy and Coexistence Education was
formed in the Education Ministry. With the assistance of the
German Hans Seidel Foundation and with the support of Begin and
education minister Zevulun Hammer, I established the Institute
for Education for Jewish-Arab Coexistence, which I directed for
seven years.
Throughout those 10 years, I thought that as long as the wider
conflict with the Palestinians existed there was a very clear
limit to the extent we could improve Jewish-Arab relations. This
was frustrating (and remains so), but in 1976 as a student in
New York, I attempted to launch dialogue with Palestinians only
to discover, as the PLO ambassador in the UN said to me when I
appealed to him to recognize Israel and support the two-state
solution: “Over my dead body.”
I understood then that there was no point of entry for a real
dialogue with Palestinians until they expressed, readiness to
recognize our right as Jews to live in our land under our own
sovereignty. That is why, during those years I decided to work
on the issues of democracy and coexistence inside the country.
IN NOVEMBER 1987, things began to change. The first intifada
broke out and mass demonstrations erupted all over Gaza, and
then throughout east Jerusalem and the West Bank. These
demonstrations were different from what had been seen until
then. Thousands of people, led by women and youths, confronted
soldiers all over the occupied territories. After several days
of such unrest, defense minister Yitzhak Rabin was asked by a
journalist if perhaps he should return immediately from his
visit in Washington to put down the uprising, to which he
replied that the situation would return to normal in a couple of
days. But it did not. Some Palestinian leaders in the
territories, perceiving the future, began to link the mass
uprising with new, clear and coherent political statements.
The United Command of the Intifada began issuing political
statements in which not only the tone was new, but the substance
as well. Gone was the idea of the “secular democratic state” on
all Palestinian lands; in came the message “end the occupation
of the territories occupied in 1967! Two states living
side-by-side in peace!”
After several months of reading these new statements I decided
to see the new reality for myself. So one morning in early March
1988 I went to the Dehaishe refugee camp south of Bethlehem.
Approached by some young people, I explained that I was an
Israeli who wanted to understand what the intifada was about.
After about 20 minutes of talking, I was invited to someone’s
home. About 25 people came along. I spent six hours in dialogue
about peace. They told me that the occupation of 1967 must end
and they must be allowed to establish their own independent
state. They were prepared to recognize Israel and live in peace.
The moment I had waited for had arrived.
I resigned as director of the Institute for Education for Jewish
Arab Coexistence and began to establish the Israel Palestine
Center for Research and Information – an institution dedicated
to advancing the two-state solution.
In December 1988 I planned my first speaking tour to the US to
advance the ideas of IPCRI and to raise money. My plan was to
take my two-year-old daughter with me, drop her off with her
grandparents and do my work. To my surprise, shock and horror,
when I reached passport control in Ben-Gurion airport my
passport was confiscated together with my daughter’s. I was told
that I was forbidden to leave the country. No explanation. I was
in tears. I felt humiliated. I was confused, I had done nothing
wrong, why was I being treated like this? Every 20 minutes I
tried to inquire about my status, and was told to sit down.
Ten minutes before takeoff , we were taken to the plane. No one
ever explained why I was detained.
For the next four years, each time I left the country and when I
returned, I was detained. Sometimes I was questioned about where
I had been and what I had done, sometimes my belongings were
checked. I was stripped and left naked in a small booth. I was
never told why I was on “security list.”
I was never accused of any wrongdoing. I was never charged or
arrested for committing a crime.
I was guilty of speaking to our enemies and of getting other
Israelis and Palestinians to speak to each other. The people I
brought together included senior government officials, retired
senior officers from the IDF, Shin Bet (Israel Security Agency)
and Mossad, water experts, economists, business people and more.
A terrible crime, I admit. In 1994, one month after being
removed from the “security list,” I became an advisor to prime
minister Rabin’s “peace team” in the Prime Minister’s Office.
I was a victim of the political environment of the time. The
present political environment makes 1989 look like child’s play.
Avigdor Lieberman and his academic allies, like NGO Monitor, are
playing with fire and our democracy is at stake, along with the
many innocent citizens whose ‘crime’ is working for this to be a
truly democratic state living in peace with its neighbors.
The writer is co-CEO of the
Israel/Palestine Center for Research and Information
(www.ipcri.org) and is in the process of founding the Center for
Israeli Progress (http://israeli-progress.org).